In Another Life. that look in your eyes.

2007-04-30T10:44:00.000-07:00

hello rockers.
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im here to update!!!
and i got pixies to share. YEA.
yahhoo!!
1stly the GIG..
its gona be on the 28 & 29 July.
gona be at the streets of Orchard. organized by TAPESTRY.
WAtCH OUT erh?
shall update again. :)
ouh well the auditions is in june there'll be 4 days of it..
stay tuned yerp. :)
im like super sleepy lar updating this.
hell outta plan this coming weeks and months,
damm..
ugh we had jamming just now and another band shot.
wee.... its annoying yet CUTe. :)
haaa.. self declaimed. :p
stuck up with projects and jamms.
fuh im all tiedup babey.
and yea jamming just now was awesome
everyone was like moshing everywhere! (including me) 8_8
AKMAL u rawk. wan was the THANG to be bullyied jst now.
haaa. its so nice to disturb u!
my hamsters getting super biggy.
and adoieable.. =>>>
no pics sry...
i am stoning while typing this down.
im like gotta update gota update the world's depanding on u irna..
HAAA.... WDHECK seee im crapping.
wee.. tmr's holiday. but not fer me!
band meeting tmr and den working. urghhh
dammit.-_-
cant wait for the gigs to be over.!!!
so i could be paid back by relaxing... :)
aite shall update so stuff soon (ihope so) ;)
tata..
keep on rocking babey.

Group Shot 1

Malek seems to love the table leg so much huuh. 0-0

okay...----------------waddeheck?

meooooch goes......"taking on seven years"=p

Sweet Child of Jackals.

U rawk and hes my bestest buddy in sch!!!

sheshaing on the rocks Lurve..... +tehtarik lar :)

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woah i never meant to brag BUT I GOT HIM where I want HIM now....WOAAAAH

just keeps gettin better.

2007-04-12T13:00:00.000-07:00

been busy jamming and trainingrelly sorry for that but,confirmation that our gig is in june.WE ARE GOONNA ROCK UR ASS OFFBE THERE MAN,or be dead . kay.we'll be seen regularly in beat merchant or orlandonowdays. and then tehtarik time,hahaha.. when we sit and sheshaing or just chill ard. and yea, our cute chick is singing in the gig. check her out man. she rocks.and of course we rock together,the jackals WILL keep u asking for more.:)we really feel the pressure coming now.with sch starting soon and work and the band.jamming for at least 4 days aweek,insane huh.we are working real hard for this.we'll confirm the date time and place.yep..
so as the samples too, irna is finalising it..
---honestly i'll give anything to be with u right now..keep on headbanging.ROCK ON.

2007-03-17T13:23:00.000-07:00

GO WOAH WOAH WOAH!

hallu! how r u?

im fine and finer. haha lol.

and ive been busy rocking out. haha..

jamm jamm jamm.. no bread ah?

=p crap[i noe].

well at last we had a pic of us The Jackals!!

and yar the last post i kinda miss name some of my members.

well the other two now is busy with their o's.

so kinda have them on and off..

and yea i kinda have to share my blog for now with my band.
as we don't really have the time to make a website of our own,
maybe after further notices. right now, they ard here lar.=>
and yea we jammed just now at thomson rd
and IRNA AND FAIRUZ belanje tau..
at the prata house. and cigges too. =P
but nvm our day will come soon eh fairuz eh???
hahaa...we gila2 tadi
lagi2 si malek tuh singing bsb with wan.
kenasai lor.
tapi takper irna pon join the fun la..
haaaa. crap sia.
but just now Irna sang and fuuh she got the high notes babey..
fuhlarrmak... tak sia-sia ah..
standard, shukri 4ever the laughing box.
laugh2 den fart, cibai sia.. hahaha..
ni lagi lepak.
after jamm took the bus all sing pudarla, my heartla.
haha kentot..passenger bingit with us.. haha normal the jackals mah...

the pic above;from the left -

Shukri. Screamo,Gore
Wan. Rythm & Guy Vocalist
Fairuz. Drums
Irna. Girl Vocalist & Song Writer

Shahrul. Lead Guitarist

Malek. Bassist

(Fairuz)

aneway, our band is not EMO but we are punkrockers. aite.=)

we will update some of our songs and currently making more new songs for the gig.
well if u're are wondering,

we play songs from ourselves; avenged sevenfold greenday no use for a name

brewing boots (LOCAL) & Paramore etc.

we might not say that we are POWER. but seriously we have a good band.

our guitarist is both wonderful

so as the vocals as well as the drummer (OFF THE HOOK). =))

for now, we will be updating mostly here yea check us out man.

shall post some jamming and gigs up.

nottin else, chaus!

-fairuz,shukri,irna. =)

tis is fairuz. haaa.. HOTTT..

our cutisy rocker chic vocals (fairuz said this).

tengokla ni. shukri & shahrul po & tinky winky.

haha.. da macam teletubbies. HAAA...

2007-03-11T09:09:00.000-07:00

boo.

Hello.

have not been updating with some reasons. :)

i fell sick recently a week absence from work i had a high fever

was under hospitalization. gee didnt know it got that teruk.

but luckily im alright! IRNA is STRONG :p

alhamdulilah....

oh well. things changed, and ive changed hmm not really.

well hmm back to my roots.

haha!

Things didnt really change everything just a lil bit.

Working meeting up my old dudes jamming OUH yar.

hehe im so happy about this.!

im actually in a band! i met this talented dudetts in my workplace

and wow they ROCK!

and im a part of it. ouh well im just playing rythm and girl vocalist.

wee..i was invited to and yea i love it.

gee a passion that ive always always WANTED!

we are the jackals made up of 4 persons.

irna rythm vocals

wan lead guitar vocals

malek bass

fairuz drums

----

and of course we are authorise with manager.and yea what i heard that

probably this june we might be performing @ esplande hey check us out okiey?

:))

keep on rocking.

and to my best buddy take care yea, next time be extra careful ok dane?

he met an accident recently.. im the one who loves his vespa.. haha..

someday i'll get one.. ULL SEEE!! =)))

dane take care !

and the rocker.s

aite beautifuls see yall around !

oh yea. my SLA's? going chalet tak?

shoutout. -yazid umairah and those lar.

if ure going tag me!

buubboiiiii!!!! =>>>

and yea. THANKS HOR DANE!

he made me did this. silakan ketawe eh.

2007-03-09T10:28:00.000-08:00

Irna'LL be back SOON =)))))))

2007-02-07T22:09:00.000-08:00

IM. not. Blogging. anymore.

no questions. Thank u.

I HATE U FOR DOING THIS TO ME.

2007-01-25T11:22:00.000-08:00

Entry. I think i am Jealous + Depress + Irritated.

hi. okie this entry is for all the girls. hmm..
imagine that u are leaving ur dearest to canada soon.
and suddenly two of his recent ex's came to kacau him.
aiya.i hate it lar, even thou i know he loves me byk byk,
but i feel VERY irritated. i donoe lar. but i think i am jealous
but tak tau pasal ape? is not like he treated them much more than me.
its because. i dono whats and how's their past.
and it makes me wonder and im the person who thinks alot.
i mean alot. sometymes it gets me into a paranoid state.
haha gees. but. really.
and ur dearest past was ALL chinese girls. and i can say.
he told me because of one malay girl ill treated him since then he dated cina all along.
hes a one in a million very diff. kwan2 dier pon cina2...-_-so yar.
im still wondering why did he fell in love with me?
i think im ordinary and im not a chinese enuf. right?
ouh well. and the story coun'd.
hmm because i am the one who always check his frenster as hes in camp
ouh well thats how i know they are trying to contacting him
aiayayaa... BENCI AH.
macam maner ni.
fikiran arh aku kat canada nanti. im only left with 4-5 days.
den bende karut ni happening. I HATE IT .
argh...
hmm aneway.
PHYZA if ure reading this, kat my tempat kerje no vacant but.
u got experience in cashiering? wana be the checkout crew?
that one got vacant,
text me okie?
and i think i gave u the wrong no. hmm..
later i shall msg u thru frenster.=))
oh well darling. see u.
:)))
and yar, i am jealous depress and irritated.
mcm babi lar.
hmm.. one of his ex. asked how is he and hopes everything fine.
and the other asked for his no.
aiya. AND ME READING IT.
NAH-EH not a good SIGN. confirm ms irna get jealous.
will you? (please answer this.. please.*girls oni eh)
aiya...i know i trust gabbie. ALOT.
but i hate when things like this happens.
IT SUX.
haiyer. tday wrking and im still online.
sebab tak boleh tidor. haha..
okie dokies. shall update. soon.
please answer my entry can?
i go siow2 ah. ahaha...
okie byeee..............................

tralalalalala... WHT A WONDERFUL WERLD!!!- james morrison.

2007-01-23T12:27:00.000-08:00

ENTRY

the struming and singing.
ive been at home for 3 days, and mostly.
i have been playin my guitar.
i wana have a new one. my lady love has worn out..
hmmmp..
ouh well. so i went guitar hunting online. and saw this baby.

i want it so bad. its so nice and sweet.

im sure i'll play just as nice as the guitar.

mumy came in my room twice just to ask me to sleep.

haha.. i cant. sry.

this song on my blog i was making noises just now.

haha.. ouh well i hope i'll get this baby.

i love to sing and play the guitar at the same time.

lovely....

today i tried playing;

mb you set me free and her breath

woaah, i gotta lot of ctching up to do..other then that

i did tried to play ryan cabrera's 40 kinds of sadness.

haha! gotta admit. i still got my flow babey! =)))))

though,

my fingers are a lil slow. but hey i stilll am making it true! =>>

did u saw spore vs msia. wow one nerve twiching game.

didnt expect they got draw, msia is wow for bola!

but its good that they got draw! cos can see bola this sat in spore!!

haha.. im so going.. alrite den,

ouh well i miss gabbie. gd nite.

so hot.

PS: RAIN'S COMING. i cant wait to be there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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tata

loves. irna

2007-01-23T10:08:00.000-08:00

stop bothering us. Please.

Peaceful. and yet, why?

please.

i love him. and he loves me.

Just move on okie.

get over it somehow. .

2007-01-18T10:03:00.000-08:00

ENTRY. hotdogs & meatballs.

hahaa! why? cos... my collegue made fun of this two thangs in Ikea.

chi..wahlau cock sia..

haha!! okie. tday was my 2nd day wrking at Ikea, and im proud to be an IKEAN.

super HUGE the place and it seems like i noe everyone.

ahaks. cos i smiled to everyone.

haha..:> friendly mah..

but seriously. working there is real FUN. and WOW WEE..

nothing to do only walk2 lar. see people haloo hallo.

kenasig.

but i love it..

HOTDOGS AT $1 AND THE swedish ice cream at $1.

power... nice. weird stuff but okla.. something from sweden.

aiyaya...

so u guys noe why is IKEA named IKEA?

i shall not let u wonder!.

it is because...

IK--> stands for the OWNER's name. which is from sweden whose now, turning 65.

INGVAR KAMPRAD

EA --> ELMTARYD stands for the hometown where he started to grew a bisnez and the 'A' AGUNNARYD is his 1ST ever showroom was displayed which is in SWEDEN. =>

heee.. kewl stuff..

this job is soo kewl, i had training on the orientation day! and made quite a no. of frens.

haha and jgn lupe. mat2 sempat nak kenal2 hahaha!!

sry bratha not avail... ahaii!....=p

erh tapi eh lets not forget the AUNTY AUNTY. wahlau shout2 like KOPITIAM LIKE THAT.

se beh tanxia...0-0

hahaaa...........cUTE..

alrites.

and one more gd news. i have finally made alabama *my feminie hamtaro. known the tedy and sonic.* my genty hamtaros.* haha

cute sia..

aiya.. MY FURRY PETS ARE ADORABLEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUHAHAHA.. okie.

shall buzz soon.

chau.

AND still. i have a CRAZY cruSh on GABBIE!!!!!! AHAHAKKK..S

i love u , HUNNIE. =>

2007-01-16T09:24:00.000-08:00

Entry mirror mirror can u see?

I try but i can't seem to think of anything but you.
im waiting for his NS to be over. and i can have him till the end of time!
ive got a crush on u even if i am ur gf. it seems like u amaze me. everytime.
he made me proud as he got selected one of the specialist rescue bla bla...
im happy! cos my bf is FIT!!! and i know he will strive.
please do take care of him. hes PRECIOUS. i hope ns is not as much as i thought it will.
I MISS U. I WANNA BE WITH YOU. now?

we spend quite a week together.
so memoriable, it lasted forever and ended so soon.
on friday meet him and gave his hamtaro back was hamstersitting while his gone. =>
and had dinner with his family.
on sat* a day with a million hearts.*,
went to Ikea, and finally met him at 7pm rode off to dhoby gaut..
we tried to find a parking space so leceh sia and we decide to just park near a
ulu constructionside. haaa..
this day was a really memoriable one for me. sweetest baby. =)
i was wondering where were we heading to.
he wrapped his hand ard my eyes and led the way.it was a surprise candellite dinner
at Fish & Co'..
hee...sweet.
we had. calamari and of course fish and chips and ceaser salad with shrimp.
the ice latte was terrific, he had some chocolate drink served with cream and cherry.
haha..
im not sure if u guys had ate there before but they had full entertainment services.
Live band, and cabel tv. cool :)
while we were waiting for the food to arrive.
he got off his seat.
"Dear where are you going?"me
"Im going ask somthin."him
"like what?"me
"hunnie i have somtin alrdy planned for u, stay here."him
"dear! u alrdy did much things for me. what else u have up ure selves?"me
"i'll be back okay"kisses my forehead him
he went up to the live band and whispered sumtin to the lady who was e singer.
i like.. ??????????
"Tonight we have a special dedication specially for Miss Irna.where ure at?" lady.
mmm....what just happenned? why did my name came out? its not my bday..
"ermm ...yaee.?"..me.
he went up and said "This is for you gorgoeus" him
he sang a familiar tune i was so blur that i forgot to think. haaaa!!
SOO SURPRISING. he sang me a song tau infrnt a real audience eating.
it was iris by goo goo dolls. =<..... how sweet. and its not even my bday. :( what a darling.

as he ended the song he came down and gave me a kiss..... ^_^

my sweetest sin.

after then he brought me to fort canning park and had a lovely stroll.

suddenly it started to rain. and we were away from the bike.

we were walkin at a speed when

suddenly he paused and grab my hand;

in a prefect middle bewteen the fort canning fountain and the fort canning ball room.

and he KISSED ME. in the rain....

awwwwwwwwwww...........

i still am having butterfiles typing this down.

im sorry if i am makin u envy but i cant help sharing.

its like a real life fairy tale. and. he held both of my hands.

and said. "if only i am old and stable enough to marry you, i would take u away now."

"but hunnie. will you marry me one day and wait for me now?"

i had the widest and happiest smiles.

ever gave from me. ... unexplainable feeling....

but thou i have not lost of words, i said

"dear, i will and wont stop waiting to be yours on the right time."

" i will wait and will make our dreams come true"

he creepd slowly from his wet pocket and pop out a ring.....*_*.

it has our names engraved on it.he had one too instead with my name 1st.

he told me to accept the ring as a mini token that he will marry me one day.

haha... i hugged him until we fell on the wet floor..

hahha.. i was soo happy lar.

if only wishes could be dreams and my dreams would come true.
hmmm.. sweetest. lovely. and so. he send me off.

my other half has been found and am madly deeply truly in love.

even thou i am still waiting.

oh well today he had off and we went rolling around spore

and got sesat bwt tamp and pasir ris.

haha nak step pro use shortcut! suddenly end up in some ulu place.. eishhhkk..

haha.. dear dear. heheek.. at every traffic light he'll kiss me. sweet sia.

omgsh did i mentioned i nearly terbabas? i was searchin for my fone was a red light and suddenly vrooomm i lean back sia. luckily he held my hand. gosh..

irna2 crazy women!

mmm... i have been rotting at home, and packing my stuff.

cos i am taking off to canada anytime soon, my uncle hospitalizd.

arghh.. i hate farewells. hunnie. =<..... and.

I had my orientation last week in Ikea Tamp.

was so Exciting.

i cant wait to work! im starting next month.

wweeee heee! i will be everywhere in Ikea. check me out...:)

alrites. babes and hoties.

tata.. take care.

IRNA.

hes bike. sporty erh? he spend big bucks on this baby. :)

but hes a shes now, cos i named her ladey.

2007-01-07T10:16:00.000-08:00

ENTRY arab st + east coast.

every sunday mornings my family will have breakfast at arb st,
its my fav place as well as my family.
i love the TEh Sarbat Tarik. wooo terrangket baget!
nice babey.. original sarbat suprb!
and some fridays and sturdays i will have bonfire with gabbie!.
so romantic, wit the stars in the sky at ecp.
hes so everything. i watched him sleep and stroke his lyttle hair
and kiss his forehead..so adorable ! :)
aww...i missed him and still do now.
i had trouble sleeping. once we rest our heads he was halfway to wonderland
but me im just staring at him..
haha. but i did drove off to bed at last but i was 50/50 half awke.
i think he accidently woke up and looked at me kiss my forehead and hugged me closer to him.
hehe.. cute sia.
i felt it. i love him !!!
hmmm...cant wait for the future wad will future have store in for us..
ouh yar.
i bought a bew hamster, its huge! and cute and its a male...
hehehe gabbie bought new one too hes is smaller but same species and cute.
mine is named, teddy gabbie's one is sonic.
cos hes one super fast! mine so slow so furry cute!
:P
but for the time being im hamstersitting for his hamy as hes in camp and his family
dowana take care they geli la.. hahhaa
so mummy irna will take care of his baby. =>
haha..
about my education actually i heard theres gona be tourism in higher nitec..
hmm im still thinking which one should i stick on actually.
cos private is cool but money wise not really worthit.
but as for higher its all good but i still neeed to earn my diploma later on.
hmm pending, im still in dilema. we'll see how.
oh yea, thats wads up this point of time.
got noting new to chew...
till den.
turddles!

xoxo.
Dayana

2007-01-04T11:31:00.000-08:00

hello world.
im doing fine today.
life have been going wonderful.
oh yea, happy 2007! and eid mubarak to my muslim frens.
new Resolutions for 2007,
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will suceed in everything i started with;
1.
a beautiful relationship and loyalty to dear Gabbie.
2.
clear out all my doubts.if i could.
3.
wash my heart and clear my sins &
I will try to avoid the sins that will fool me.
4.
sucess in my studies.
5.
be a caring and loving daughter.
6.
make new friends.
finally.
7.
i wana feel much more Happness den Sadness.
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ive have not been sleeping well lately.
im like a nocturnal animal.. works at night sleeps in the day.
geez thats bad habit. but. im not sure why. even if i force myself to sleep ..
ILL BE LIKE AN OWL...
hoooot hoooot....
and i'll be reading books and listening to music.
SCH as been fun,even thou im a freshbait i think, my course is fun.
another day in sch is like the magic schbus.. hehehe.. => lol
but,
sometimes i do get the feeling that i miss my friends,
but things change i got used to that already.
ouh well life is ever changing everyday...
been doing my runs, shopped almost 200bucks gone--
but comeon who can resist year end sale..
with the clearance stock.. wow..
i'll just grab and go.
but the thing about shopping is I HATE CROWDED places.. ehww
sickening....
howi wish i could close down the shop and make it my own private shopping time..
GEEEzzz in your dreams GIRL! ....
haaaa..
tmr im schling at 8 an im wide awake... now its 408am..
and im blogging.
lollie golly macaroni!
ahaha..
but tday i will see my hubbie later and we are having bonfire again!
cant wait...
i wana eat pizza today.. cheese cheese cheese!
YUMMMEY...
actually today im abit sick been having headaches lately..
i might sound tralalalala here, but im in bad shape i say, tissues everywhere..
aiya.. sickening...
ei my bf just text me, lol he just wake up for PT
his gf still blurring didnt even take a nap yet..
alahai die mrah lar u must sleep irna SLEEEEEPPPPP...
alrite alrite i'll wrap up my entry and im good to go..
i'll updte soon.. tata and nitenite!

xoxo
Irna Dayana:)

2006-12-20T12:21:00.000-08:00

Entry. i wonder if u know...
I MISS U. soo much.
aiya.
friday is the magical DAY...
after he bk out. den we eat satay
and eat him up.
LOL..
se beh sian ah..
at home watch tv tv watch me.
eat junkies.
arghhh..
im going nuts. i hope in the future. NS is only 2months.
aneways. i went to work on tuesday. they really needed me,
heeeh trainees sux. lol... kidding. haaa.
abih why they call me down after thers 6workers.
chey...
today i went dwn sembawang. met his frens...
middle of the night sing sing..
sing dono wad sing.
wah piang bue tahan ah.. noisy sia...
den i go IC...isolation corner.
he called me!! *hunnie why ya calling me so early? :P
yey.. alar voice oni..
but still we chat.. awhile.
i told anyan me now ying ying aer uh.i think i am...
haa. he grins at me. eisai lar..
aiya. not him wad me...CHay...

I REALLLY MISS U MADLLy...
whenver that chasing trains* heeh my version* =p is on..
it'll make me smile sooo wide. because it makes me remind of that day where.
it was my 1st time going vivo he brought me to the waterpark .
and walked in the swallow water.
heee. and sat one side.... it was ed night,
suddenly he pop out a qn, he asked me will u dance if i asked u to?
i thought it was just i qn so i said yea i wud love to..
he played his fone with the chasing trains** song and asked for my hand.
i didnt thought he would dare to do it.
but he did, we danced in the water.
heeeee.................truout the whole song.
damm i realised ppl were looking at us i just held him close and hide my eyes.
heeeehe piasey uh..but after that theres this one chinese ard 30s clap for us.
i piasey sia.
but shy lor... but extremllllllly happpy ... those wonderful things that u an only imagine in movies.
does happen to u. even typing this makes me smile widely =>>
boy i love u so..... :) i love u i love. those 3words they're not enuf..
im planing to bake him brownies on this friday. hehhe. i wanna surprise him too.
i dare you to tell me to walk thru fire..cos I WILLLLLL....
but* with a firesuit la*.... ^-^
because he was my collegue. i known him about 6mths. and just got together as everything went really2 slow, i didnt felt it but i know it was so right...
so he stopped working about 2weeks before he has to go NS.
well me in the other hand i ask for a mth break after my attachment was over.
and so, it all started with him inviting me over for dinner to his fren (guddas) chalet.
and i sparked a lil hmm shud i say. the feelings grow since then,... i felt like a corn popping..
hehehe.. so after that night(that picture in my blog his frens) we got real close.
and began meeting up..
ouh yar, how can i forget, he loved that chasing trains** song whever it goes on air and we
are working together i'll tend to look at him.. haaaha! irna2..
so that partcular song has a history SOcalled uh.. haaks..
and yar, on i think a saturday he was not wrking so he fetched me from work and walk all the way to PS mac and ate dinner ther,so the radio's on with the power98 countdown. well u guessed it,
the song play soon after while we were eating.
as it plays, he glanced at me. played around with my finger, and i started responding.
and he held my hand and look me in the eyes andsumtin magical happen no words could describe...
this was the 1st time we made close contact with each other.
*-*...and there was a tues and wednes we had bonfire in ecp, i stayed with him tru the night,
it was so magical, we were in the tent looking up the stars it was very romantic..
i just dont know how to really2 describe it..
and i brought my porty speakers and he sang me a song while i was lying down beside him...
he sang the aerosmith armagaden song...
haaahk, i cried.....
wonderful angel voice just sweeps me away and make me fly..
howi wish i could relive those days when hes in camp..
ouh darling.. i thank god so much i met u...
i love u so much baby....
after knowing him it made me wokeup and ive learned to appericiate more things in life.
esp to have someone that loves and cares about u.
hes everything that god could give me and hes also everything that god could take away from me.
i would not let that ever happen, no...
oh dear i cant wait to see u..
i'll be counting the mins to see u..
alright i blogged a lil overboard...
heee got carried away..
okie ... blog soon....
loves,
irna....

2006-12-18T15:12:00.000-08:00

Entry. Raining in Baltimore.

haa. yaa rite.
raining this pass few days..
so cold....shivering perhaps.
uggh..
well i miss gabbie.ugggh
just met him last fri and sat.
had dinner, gazing in his eyes and mine, staying up and talking late
cuddles and kisses. and some stuff which i am tryin to recall...
hmm still not enuf!
but.... this week im looking forward to quite lotsa things!
1stly im turning 17 on christmas eve! (Presents!!!!) =>
2ndly hes out until christmas!
3rdly going late night shopping with mummy and sissy.
4thly IM TAKING MY DRIVING license!!!! (sponsered by DADDY!)
kewl!!!!!
5thly hes getting me the sony Z610i Pink FOne!
anyways. been slacking at home and preparing in my new sch ...
kinda ignorant ppl ive met but maybe its just the starting.
geee!....but overall im still happy cos im inMASS COMM!!! yea!!!
sweeet...
and i miss him alot. and he does too.. sometimes when im dead bored
i'll visit his house help his mummy and sister and sometimes just drop dead in his room.
haaa. pathetic. i know, /= but comeon man. ughhh
and ive been shopping quite alot but at a goody bargain.
i bought a bag from guess. sweater from zara shirts from topshop forever 21 esprit.moslty at wisma i cant recall =>
and he bought fer me a cute holiday set from anna sui.
adoreable....
i think im already am living a life like fantasy but i SHALL not take that as an advantage to become a stupid lazy ass bitch.
i will make my way to become a somebody..=>
heeee...
hmm... i miss my old geeks thou. haiya tmr go to sch again..
and im still awake from just now. ughhh sickening...
now its like 7am ive to wakeup at 9?
eiskk..
irna!!! RESTTTTT!!!!!
but wdheck u cant simply make an innocent not teird eyes to go to bed rite?
haha...
im crapping.
ive been caught up with lotsa chores lately. cleaning up wshing being a good daughter.
actually SUCKING up. haaa. because i want a Car.if i pass my driving test.
i wanted the Grandis its such beauty attracts me. haaa. but thats too biggy for me.
ouh well i rather stick to cutey. suzuki swift will be nice. a pink one? plese.....
im soooo excited!!!! i was just teasing my dad.. he actually paid for me.
ouh damm
BRAT...
hmm.. and yea ordinary earth to irna! do not be a showstopper.
i am updating my normal quacks.
yea and my hair have grown longer!! hooray!! for years ive yearn for my hair to be long.
but seriously other then alll this. i really really really am missing him.
waitin patiently for him to bk out..
please.
oh gawd. i cud i'll go wherever he may go.
....
and yea, ive been doing alot of reading too
unfortunate events
shakespeare(unabridged)
bridget jones
and
king aurther.
as its been raining tremendously.
ive been sipping my hot delish tea and read.
haaa. yea i noe thats what a bookworm usually do.
bt its real cool stuff thou.worthwhile reading ..
yawns, osshh the dawn is breaking.
and im still lingering . i'd better tuck myself in.
or i'll get goth eyes later on.
hahaha craps.
oh well check u out soon ..
toodles. take care,

love,
irna.

2006-12-09T06:20:00.000-08:00

well ok i admit its been way long........................

i didnt update.

well i prefer living in a shhssss hush life.

haha..

i love my life soo much.

im thankful to everyone esp to god.

i love him.

thank u.

ive went thru so much things.

but nothing can ever compared to this.

i met someone. yes i agree i met lotsa ppl including this one.

but. i know and im certain that i am sure.

i love. him. and i know this is real.

it all came in slowly i didnt thought i did picture myself with him.

he was a fren and a gd one. and now.true love, my whole heart.

im really certain.

i love i really love. if i could i would forget the world and marry him.

i thank god so much for letting me being in this position.

i wouldnt learn how to appericiate some things in life if i didnt met him.

its like god fated us. to meet.

and i am so so happy i just dont know how to describe this strong feeling im having

every day of my life..

but every happiness has a bridge to cross thru.

hes leaving for ns this tues. but i will wait for him even its yrs.

i will . no promises but i will..

i feel this endearing liaison..it makes my heart beats faster and yet slower at the same speed.

im not sure how to say how i feel.

but its there in ur perfect eyes...ive learn so many things in life.

now. im using on what ive learned.and i know i wont make the same mistakes again.

and i know this is love im feeling. everytime his near ill 4get all the world

as thou im in heaven's arms. ill cry and smile because im really happy yet i am thankful

as what he does to me. oh god. thank u.

he met my parents and i met his.

and i think i am looking 4ward 4 the future togethr with him.

i wont ever bear to lose another one again.

but most importantly i wont ever wana lose him before i get my wishes come true.

all my life ive waited for someone like u. and i will wana spend my life ahead with u.

ive finally found u i praise god above. for sending me ur love.

and i hope and i wish. to be urs 4ever.

everything seems to be like the movies. but hunnie. i really love. u.

now i need to hold u tight and i'll be with u even if u cant reach me.

i'll be 4ever by ur side dear.

i for u gabbie..

ure my guardian angel..

my dear.

my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you.

2006-11-03T08:44:00.000-08:00

by all means. why couldnt love just kill me.
u noe all the right things to say .
u said it was me, ur words are gold with thorns
u took my hand and said i love u.
is it just another love game im in.
im sure its eternity, but i didnt thought it would tore just like this.
maybe, i belong to me. Only me.
if im being truthful is wrong- correct me?
since its all in this possesion i wouldnt be afraid to have another goodbye.
i gotta to let u noe before i let u in baby.
i give u all my love but im not giving up whats left of me.
when i see myself in the mirror i can only see my own reflection
nothing else but pain. PAIN,
no. u dont have to wait just leave?
i dont wan another heart break.
just Dont Fool me, im not to be FOOLED again.
if im one step closer to eternity why is it ending already?
.maybe i didnt gave u everything.
but why u need my everything when u have me?
if im not commited to love u. i wouldnt force u to love me.
ur eyes tells me that u need me ,
but its not sincere to make me feel all so right .
when i cant find u trusting me all this while.
U JUST CANT TRUST ME
u told me how proud u were to have me by ur side
were that all just lies?
would U TAKE AWAY MY PAIN?
sometimes i wana call u but u werent there
and ive always been pleasing u.
does my heart plays a part in ur life or just APART?
been thru just about everything that i could go thru wen it comes to relationship
why i aint listening when i told myself that was it
and here i go hurt again. cos of my curiosity??
i made a promise never to settle why didnt i keep it?
cos i needed all the crying and fooling around?
its a shame in a way cus i feel that i may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he still right in front of my face?
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me???
here i am pouring out my feelings isnt it sad when all u see is priceless....
nothing in this world would change love into anything else. other then Love itself.

Irna.

2006-10-18T23:48:00.000-07:00

Entry Dadadadadada.
hahak. hello. it been some time.
hehe.. well ..
been fasting hehehe! :) and.. i am making most of the kuihs this year..
must try very2 nice..
and i cleaned up my messy room already.
i love my room now! its soo girlllly. :>
happy. i discovered me. lol. i am a lil girly just didnt show.
haks.. :P
i got pink curtains. love carpet barbie bedsheet & towel.
hmm.. i think its all so awesomely pink. and i didnt bring down my ashlee posters..
thats a MUST have, :P and.. i have a new liking for. paris. so i kinda ..
ermm got her poster too..
and and. i bought her cd. OPPs. heheh. nice songs.
i like screwed and nothing in this world.. thats like so hot.
yea. also been working my ass off.
hahak but i cant wait for my pay! its gonna be boom!!!
this month i check was nearly to 800 ready! woah..
:> hehehe.
hey and bir. i promised to buy superman bedsheet for u. so when u sleep u'll think
of. me ...teeeeheeee. ^_^
halloween's coming!
arent u guys celebrating? my neighbour every year will celebrate this!
last year, i was a ninja turtle with my cardboard shell.. lol
hmm this year i wana be a....not sure yet. maybe a ballerina.
hehek cute!. i bought my trick or treat bucket rdy..! wanna see? :P
hmm.. ouh well got nothing to blog rdy.
and yar, ashlee. pls stop ur addiction its gonna go crazy on ur body u know.
sighs.. :( sobs.
ive not been eating so much lately. and i love my ice creams.. hohoho.
i love bir. hehe.. muack.
fwens i miss u.
:> tatata...

GOt milk? :P

this is Five treasures. from gelare. I DID THIS ONE! =>

a gelare ice cream cake. my manager bought for me how sweet! but we share it. => yey. :)

i love my hair now.!

ok.. tata..
xoxoxoxox.
IRna.

2006-10-04T15:16:00.000-07:00

Entry.Im Smiling.

gd morning.
now its 6am im still up and ive been smiling so much.
i think. im finally noticed by love.
and. ive cleared my doubts.
im ready to take a chance on love.
ive fallen. for this man.
this man. that made me smile now.
hehehe.. im smiling typing this down.
u see. i used to say it'll take a lil time before i take my chance again.
which was quite impossible for me to let go whatever i could'nt.
but. now things change.
IM IN LOVE> i wana scream it out LOUD>
i am in love.
for about 2 years knowing u as a MSN dude that added me accidentely
and became frens. started to see each other in gelare.
and. got a lil closer relationship.
and now. i realise. i love u.
this is.A Lot Like Love.
hehe.....hey bir.
i am in love with u.
i never thought i be the one.
i thought. we were lil frens tryin to find ourselves.
heeee. hey. now i get it. ..
im ready.
bir. if ure reading this.
meet me on sat at the same place at 8.
come find me and tell me whats in ur heart.
cos i know what u noe. and. im more then happy to hear this.
its so lovely to have this feeling again.
heres the typical cute geeky man in my life.
Bir. :)
i love him. i do.
this song really gives me wings, for now.
i do have hopes and dreams.
finally. Again :).

i think i'll change my ways.
so all ur words get noticed. =)
im in love..
Irna. :)
..............

tmr's a new day.=>

2006-10-01T09:09:00.000-07:00

entry heisBir.
hello.
okiey tdays entry is about u.
haha. well ive got ur pic, since when i snapped it?
i EDITED it. lol...
heeeh.
there u go..
like it? love it?
k. owe me twice.
hehe.. eh dude,wanted to asked u to go with my frens bday'cum' puasa gathering.
but ure not free... arghh..
missed u like alot.
and u noe ,
my hair. turned into spagetti already.
ahaks no more curly wurly bommm hair.
wakakaka...
already fida's bday! weehee! shes 17..
WOAh.. big sister!
:> hehehehe..
well well. cant wait fer tmr.
kewl stuff happening. woah..
:):)::) superb.
k bir, i admit,
ure bringing sexy back. YEP!
oh snap!
bir u made her wants love.
lol.
hahahahaha.. bir bir bir.
come make kueh at my house my mum noes uve been craving for semut2
:> lollie gollie.
k.. hope to see u soon bir...!
bye.
ends entry about u.
oh sexy love.
irna.

<3 CS!!!!

2006-09-24T03:14:00.000-07:00

Entry love.
i write when the feelings strong.
when im imagining that one day i will fall in love again.
and i wont fall .

sometimes i wish i want love so bad i dream about it.

and when i wakeup. i find myself still here.

how i wish a movie cud become my love story.

having a perfect guy, feels u in and out.

having the feeling that u cn only have once in ur lifetime

when u feel like laughing and crying at the same time

and when ur heart wnts to givethat someone ur world to him

and having to feel happy yet scared that you'll lose that person. at the same time

its lovely to be in love when everyday u wake thats the 1st thing you will remember.

when ur life seem to be an eden.

and when it gets so strong and perfect u wana marry that person.

being felt so blessed to have a lovely life.

to die in each other arms.

and when night falls there in ur bed lying after saying gdnite lots of love to that someone;

imagines that ur resting in that person's arms.

so perfectly wrap in soft cuddly presence.

hmm.. i could only imagine how it all could become.

longing a person so much that u could ever fantasize on.

dearly wanting to express ow much u feel like Shakespere in love.

who would kill himself to show how much he loves her.

i noe u would spare a thought to have this in ur heart.

to have that special prince. all so perfect ..

lovely rite.

That my days have been a dream;

Yet if hope has flown away

In a night, or in a day,

In a vision, or in none,

Is it therefore the less gone?

All that I see or seem

Is but a dream within a dream.

my life has always been dreaming.

can i have my turn to wakup and smell eternity.

to u;that person beats in my heart.

u might think im crazy fantasizing about u. when u dont even have a clue.

to u a person that calls me lil girl

has never a frown whenver i talk to u.

even we have never met before.

knowing u for long has made me dreaming about u.

to u. i think im in love with u.

with this vow i shall say to u i would wait till the wait fades.

im not a phsyco.

ive never met someone that could share a small little cherry with me.

with this. i hope that my little world of fairy tale my prince would save me one day.

thus, until ur resting here.with me
much love. irna.

2006-09-21T11:53:00.000-07:00

Entry no.?
heee.

well lets start from basic.
1stly, i didnt update quite a LONG time.
2ndly i decided to change my skin again. ohio!
3rdly. ive got notin to say.
urghh..
well well much things happend.
bangkok.end of tourism.and. herfastingmonth!
wow. had so much fun dring the sawatdeekap trip!
woohoo. i only remembered how much i shopped there.
and of course very lovely pics i took of the ancient ruins.
im so impressed with the remains of the beautiful city.
i might as well go gagaga when typing on this.
lols.
lovely time i had there so much to say hard to describe the expression.
its so amazing. then again."Amazing Thailand"
kap kap...
alrites. maybe i'll try upload some pics up.

just some sneaks... :)

i missed gelare..
missed spore food. (like very much)
and missed hammy.
i miss bir
so . here comes another goodbye. DARN! hate byes!
goodbye to Tc and other tourism classes.
its nice to know you.
so much to say yet too little time.
but hey we'll never know till we might meet up one day.
But i wish all the best to all my TOurism frens!
endaevour in wadeva u do!
sucess is the key to all.=>
after this. im picking up
MDIS. masscomm course. its been my interest for so long.
yea a career that i wont wana lose out.
who noes one day i might be on travel and living channel?
hope so. my ultermost dream .....
ITS LIKE when i grow up .....=>
believe inurself u noe u can reach it!
i will... i wont give up.
hello fasting month !
so happy. cos.
get to clean and setup the house. i love doing that!
wow. but i only like the setup part.
cleaning up succkk!!!.. ugh...
up down the stairs. dammm.....
nvm its once a year thing .. hhaaa..
my maid when back already she decided to resign.cos she wana help her mum
in celacap....somewhere in indonesia ...
hmm.. NO! bad news no maid?
IM DEAD...
but yarla screw that atleast im "willing to"
BEEEPPPPPPP...
:> hahaks. so yea,
kewl stuff to do now,
catch up with blogging soon,
see u guys. take care.

love.
Irna.

2006-08-24T20:13:00.000-07:00

I would like to tell u a lovestory.
once there was a girl and a boy.
who were frens during highschool.
after they got to noe eacth other better.
with so many things in common ,bumps and coincidence
they both thought they were fated,
so they were accidently in love.
as their love got strong and didnt think anything could ever break them apart,
happiness showered them with laughter tender loving care.
as they say "till death do us apart"..
thoughts rushing love growing.
didnt have any hatred false love.
"i love u", "i love u too".
thought of marriged, and future plans.

sometime around then she woke up to find herself crying everyday,
as he left her, without explaination and any confession.
she felt as though she had been crushed like paper.
eyes swelling almost everyday, had no one Absolutely no one.
she kept very quiet, every night tossing and turning.
crying and thinking.
why did she do to had someone she love everything den ever to leave her.
as days went by, she stood to where she is being as strong as she could
to face him everyday of her life.
she didnt say anything to anyone.
she moved on evnthough she knows. she cant help letting go.
time had chase she knows. its time to leave all the fantasy
of hoping the fone to ring and what even having to get him back.
all her high hopes she threw away.

until today the story continues
doubt so she had 4gotten him.
even then she had moved on.
but till today she noes. whats going around him.
she still cares and loves him \
only that no as much as sometime ago.
she have learnt to let go and live without love nor care from anyone,
what she needs is herself; she loves herself.
she knows he is asking for her back,
and she knows he cant 4get her.
hopes and dreams surrounds.
waitting for the right time to come.
she has the answer.
only time.
please.
she just has one thing to say.
....
she will remember him and all the things they did.
no promises it will relive again.
...

much love.
Irna.

2006-08-17T19:37:00.000-07:00

ehy ...
im starting to love work!!!! ( and andrea!!! yay!! <--she did it) -_-'
haha haaaa haaaaaa...
anyways, i have like a new flavour!
honey malt crunch...yummshss
hahaha.. love it. a new trainee is here thank you thank you!
yey at last i can relax,,,
thank u god.
:)
i miss my hamy. now im at schhoool. im thinkin shud i blog or not.
im so bored im listening to song. but boy ur begging don't fool me
its just a little
too little too late..................:), so nice..
some verse.. cos time has made me strong im starting to move on
looking round and talkin to nicholas.
hahaha technician?!!!! lol...im so dead .........
neway yday Bir talk to me.
he was saying i went wafflised! but u werent there.
he went 2pm???
ii came in 7pm. lol. guy guy..
neway he said irna i only see one guy with specs. --> thats sam!
lol.he can ask me is that u irna? :P
haaa.
boping... he promise to come tday to try honey malt crunch. yey!
yazid and fida maybe comin on saturday. yahoo..
profit!!!
hahaha.
well i miss both idas. my sis and ida.
eha said KEWL irna working at gelare..hehehehe lol
seriously i dono what to blog... so ya.. ")
hahaaaaa.. reallie..
mmuchhh love.
irna dayana.

2006-08-16T00:13:00.000-07:00

ryan. cabrera..
u are one...amazing guy.
--------------------------------

i love ryan cabrera!
-------------------------
AWESOME!!!!

hmm how i wish to have my own ryan cabrera..

i'll playy with his hair all day...

i heart guys with that hair................

awesome.

but in asia ive seen none like his hair..

haha.. hottt guy.

i dono wad to blog. other den ryan lol lol lol.

hehe the song last night is superb.

listenn..to it. yummy ILL UPLOAD IT SOON.AND PUT IT IN MY BLOG.

hehehe..... so cute!

ANDREA ASK ME TO WRITE ABOUT HER. aww... she said she love me!

haha lolies.. some reasons..

anyway, i'll edit my blog tonite now im in sch. im not sure what to blog.

HAPPY BDAY IFAH.

like the teddy? bleahs..

heheheh..

much love,

irna...

2006-08-11T06:22:00.000-07:00

helo.
gdnite ppl.
im sleepy already,
today went to sch late again. why lar..
i have problems with being EARLY!!!
KNOCKS HER HEAD.
bad irna. bad.
haha. erm. ouh yar went to tour guide tday super FUNNY
teha "the trishaw is made by two wooden sticks and either a man or a women pulls it"
wakakakakakakaka
i didnt noe trishaw is being pulled by a women an its rickshaw syg.
hahahaha.. u funny lady.
:>:>:>:>
she was dancing when we were at fort canning park just now. lol
TEHA2... funny..
so yar i did my talk AWESOME. I HAD THE BESTEST ONE.
hahahahahahahah yey. she did it again...
wooo..
takla im just happy i didnt screwed up.
I MISS eha.sheena.phyza.uda.eff TE...
:( only left with weeks... damm..
i'll miss u guys. hope to bump into each other oneday.
ouh yar the previous day met up with my sec mates.
KEWL. THEY SURE HAVE CHANGED and GROWN like so much
hehehehe i feel kecik la..
hehe. den i bumped into haical.
its funny i am living near his blk but we RARELY see each other.
so the other day met at marina. lol of all the places.
yea..
haha.. he got license already kewl uh?
he using hes bro bike.
hahaha. kewl i met him today at parkway.
ate and chat bla bla. hahaha
funny guy.
i iwshed had took some pics the other day.
i brought camera but never show it.
lol. irna irna suumtimes u are just dumb.
:>,,, peace.
:>hahaha well IM WERKIN TMR.
come along drop by. im sure to be at the waffle station
Syed im supposed to mit u at least twice a week !
ranger power? nola just dowan lose this frenship la..
from KINDERGATEN SEY.
pink and red ranger. :P lolololol see u sooon.

neway i got complemented by some customer and i got bonus!!!
gosh.. i dono wad i do to have that customer to write about me.
and ive only been there not even a mth appx ard 2-3weeks.kewl!
hehe i must be nice ... :>
rite?...
i mean i cant be winking at him? lol.
hahaha..
sekali an old folk ah? lol.
BUT WHOEVER U ARE THANKS MAN. U MADE ME RICHER BY 70BUCKS.
ok wad? its bonus for partime.
*_* hear that PPL so who wana hire me
be quick! i'll be outta stock SOON.
ya rite irnaa.... you better stop it.
:>:>:>:>
yea thats hot.
ceeya.
take care, :>:>:>:>

tags to phyza,i miss u like alot.haiz... online la den i teach u how.
:>
yea?

love...
irna dayana.

2006-08-06T10:35:00.000-07:00

heelo world.

i blog 2 times today.

haha too free.

well today.

morning. had breakfast with family at parkway.

saw my classmate. Yuzra. she just came back from pit. i think.

HUGE HUGE bags. so much.

hmm well i smiled only. :):)

heheh..

den went home. fooled ard with my hamster. he so cute la!! :>

hehe its been a long tyme since i take pics. rite?

haha i don realie like taking pics.so yar.

well i decide to meet ida.

ATLAST its been months since i met this LADY!

haha. went beacch road.

anyway im dying to get a new shoe just anykind.

my black converse beeen 2 yrs!! lol.

syg sgt la. with that shoe.

memory u noe.:P

lol. ya so i got a ok shoe that could last me until bangkok.

:> yey,

haha. so ate muttonchopSO HEAVY

dammm and i cant find a washroom to get rid of this food.

damm.

agh i gained weight i think.

shits.

so yar. went to library. and read my new books!

eh ya i 4get! i went to MPH at parkway to get some nice books. while i got 3.

cost about. 40plus.

well nvm i wana read!

:> gd books ..

realie.

chinese cinderella. a story of a shopaholic. and historical places in spore. (dont ask me why)

hehe.

:> yea?

ya ok. im reading it. :>

so yar.

thats that, and yar.

taufiq...

im wrkin tmr. yep we can go back together!.

wei, bring ur cheap motorbike. i dowana take mrt. nor bus . unless taxi :P

haha just kidding la ..

take bus la? save money,

taufiq. dont quit eh,

please. i'll die they will keep askin me to come down..please la..

ey saw ur tatoo kewl..*_*

ok see u tmr.

...........................................
HAHA NEW SHOES U RULE NEW SHOES U RULE :p

2006-08-05T11:19:00.000-07:00

wah. at last i can blog.
ha... ya rite. and its 3am on sunday morning. aand im up blogging.?
why? --came back from work(how lame and FRUSTRATING)
dammit sia.
yday, i had a very bloody gd day at work today i got fuck upside down,
wdf.some assfags
CUSTOMERS ARE MAGGOTS.
bugger.
well today i was in charge of waffle and drinks station.
so a dessert order came up. she ordered, a strawberry paradise.
BUT SEPRATE EVERYTING.
WDF WDF.
wad the fuck???
den just buy a SINGLE CUP LA!
asshole. how am i suppose to seprate the ingredients????
i explained to her. she said DONT TELL ME WAD I CANT GET. its either u do it or REFUND,
even if i have not paid for it.
WAD THE FUCK SIA.
so i called Sam my manager. after that ridiculas 3mins talk SAM TOLD ME she wants it packed
but seprate.
AGAIN. WDF? WDF?
have u heard a DEssert from a Cafe being packed? excluding the pies and cakes.
crap rite????
so i tried my best to place it all in the plastic cup.
ya ya... blabla.so yea im done and the last thing she requested before she got her fat ass off
she said. ur cafe is messy u should come out and clean it up.
*I WAS HOLDING AN ICE CREAM SCOOP *with vanilla bean tryin to finish up my other orders* WITH MY MASK ON AND GOLVES.*
Aand shes telling me to cleann it up?!!!
WAH I CANT TAKE THIS BLOOD SUCKING ASSHOLE. worse than a bitch sia...
i just said. i wish i could but it seems like ive only got 3 workers and a HUGE UNDERGROUND expressway WAFFLE shop going on with people zooming in. well. im in charge. soory maam but i cant take ur request for this.
she said ouh. and walk off.
wahlau THE MESSY WAS NOTHING?!! SHE WANTED US TO CLEAN THE STORE.
u get it???
wdh? the rest didnt say anitin sia.
DUmb old nanny.
wadeva.!
so ya... taufiq came down today TO GET HIS PAY. lol.
bukanye nak kerje. im like a chicken force to lay eggs sia.
kena pump so much. DAMMIT. TIRED...
ei taufiq. wad u say? u wana ask me out? naik ur cheap motor eh?
ouh tkpela.. take care many2.
i dowana end up in accident.
terime kasih. u wna ask me out u come work 1st.
if not. i wont. senang.
:) eh..
gatal.;p
kan kan????? bleah.. kidding eh...

kau nak show kat aku kan? ur gig? kan kan??
lerr u think i boing boing eh. haha.
lol.
:p
ok ya end about JOB!
hmm..
THIS days school is crazy! lotsa things happen
and the bangkok trip is gettin nearer,
aww shit.
yey!.

and. i think irna is confusly in love.
irna thinks shes not and irna thinks shes yes.
irna realie. ....
but wadeva it is.
i knoe. we're a picture in my mind.
i will remember u. <3

2006-07-27T10:06:00.000-07:00

hi hi.
can i not blog ANYMORE??
some ppl reading it and being an asswipe la.
again.
ppl can u stop being pepperoni!!
hmm boink.
aneway tmr. tour guide course!
going to sentosa and birdpark!!!!!
yey!!!
i wanna see birds i like birds u noe!!
=> cute flying creature.
lols. hehe..
sch is like working working is like schooling..
im like so occupied. sch-work-sleep. again2 ..
darn! so tired.
TAUFIQ! why u changed to not do closing???
aiya. i have to mop everyday leh.
i'll die soon sia.nvm they increased the pay, wooohoo!
cause of shortage of manpower. doublework lorh..(not so much)
money come lor. hahahahah. lol.
red alert! ryan cabrera cut his hair ...
he is cute and funny now. hahahhaa
Yazid! he suffering from hair loss ^-^ hehehe....
see la he left ashlee rite?? see wad happens.? stress.
lol. :P:p
all the girls step out for a public affair!! hahahaha jessica said its okay?
:P... lol lol. shake!!!
hmm.. well new begining new life.
for now i'll LIKE everyone TRUST NO ONE.
i dowan ANYMORE BF THINGY OK? just DATES no Relationship going on alrite!??
made tt clear.
guys can come in so many ways.
so many masks they put on. hmm i wonder.
is it any wonder that I feel uptite????
answer--NO!
haa.
ok. no more. i love ryan cabrera now.
teddy geiger sorry,im back to ryan hes so cute now. =).
hey he had new song u noe?
heard it?
i will remember you delish!. i mean nice.
eating only me. =p fat fat fat,
:)
and izwan its not in japanese. its in english.
heeh.
:P bleahh... ok touch soon.
------------------------
love. irna.
ps- ouh and yar, i think paris new song is CUTE. i like it. even had it up on my frenster haaa.
BUT IT DOESNT MEAN I'LL 4GET ASHLEE. she's hottest !!! =)

2006-07-22T10:27:00.000-07:00

Again.

she won't gave up that one.

too little too late again.

again. and again.

----

i wana end this.

she said come with me stay the night.

take my hand lets move on.

she said she changed but she knows shes in the game.

and now she wana throw in all her problems

and she cant wait all the right things to fake.

shes just like a chase wasting all the chance.

she knows she have so much to give but if thats the way to live.

she wont give up again.

she wants to fool again.she noes its too little too late.

shes unfaithful again.she wants to take and leave and remind the past.

but she thought,

time has made her strong and its time to move on.

she cant believe shes doing it again.

she hates her goodbyes and ends, but its just a little too late

driven this all colourful lies.

she could love with all her heart but she wont be able to erase

all those things she missed.

she knows she must but she wont.

shes unfaithful and it kills her inside to hurt.

but she doesnt wanna be the reason why.

but she keeps taking away ppl heart and then breaking it.

she feels it everyday. she trys her best to avoid it.

she knows it very well that shes murdering every bit of life.

but she doesnt wana do this anymore to be an unfaithful trust.

---------------------------------

irna.

2006-07-18T10:23:00.000-07:00

Half Priced for Waffles! tuesdays only. =p

promoting sia. lol

HEYLO!!!
im frigggin TIRED. but decide to go online.
see wads on the news tday,
worked my butt off man!

BUsy tday cos waffles is half price. really.on tuesdays only.

hmm been having butt cramps..:( aiya. aunty.
no sitting no chatter2 but. learn KEWL stuff!!
haha. they called me a STARfish.. cos im a fast learner. LOL.
how sad. im a sucker. GET iT>>> starfish sucks air to move. haha.
EI ITS TRUE.
ok crap.lets move on.
well today i worked from 11am to 11plus pm.
cause had to cover on trainee resigneD! only work for 1 day resignD? lol
wdf man.
but nvm la i workd like so much and tmr still have catwalks. waddd???
!!! argh i think by den my leg will come off.
hear this. u now at my work place. i tot im only on sevice line. like
customer and bar thingy.
BUT! I HAVE TO MOVE ARD EVEN dishwashing, making gourmet, ALL!!!
woah. but im good (just gotta admit tt part.)
really. its only my second day,i could do beverage,waffles,washing and gourmet!
isnt tt wow?
in pizzahut previously i only did Bar not so much. often,but im gd liao.
haaa haaa take that! haik dissssh!
bang.
nola not showing off just, happy.
hehe. well the managers there are super super cool!
they rock giler.
theres one guy Samuel i think hes a malay mix.
hes like the hot manger ther, call me MAKCik> LOL.
am i? haha..
bt bt. theres one trainee punk dude Taufiq i think.
hes like super emo and cute i say. super quite.
why arh? he wana ask me for plates he wont ttalk sia?
he tap my back my do hand signs. lol. DUDe i wont eat u.
haaa. cute. hmm maybe malu.
irna second day like nanny rdy noisy. sing2 too friendly.
esp during long hours. ill crack my crazynes. lol.
hyper. but i didnt get to do ice cream station yet.
but Sam said thurday. yey!
and yar. tday i came backLATE,

like clock out at 1140 so he said i cantake u home.
bike mah. so i agreed larh. free. no cents. haaaa
he drive like becah. so slow.
ccrrapp he said romantic. lol.
pandai ckp . Gatal the workers there told me tt hes cheeky lar.
hmm.. i see.
u cheekpeaa. ok stop bout gelare.
wow so excitted, haha.
well tmr tt ms ite and go for my course or course or Shud i say learn where u earn thing
evening. but
before tt im meeting shorty and RANGER! yea.
=) yey. frensss u rock.
miss them sia.
i think ranger misses me.

Syed text. irna ya finishing work at ard 8pm?

Irna text. at ard 9. nope im gonna be late.

Syed hey. im heading home just got back from sch. tot of

picking u up.

Irna text hmm thanks but nvm. someone wil not like this.

we meet tmr ok?

Syed text. ok girl. u tired?

i replied.IM tired very the very. arghh.....

but he slept lar i was working mah.replied late

but he managed to reply me later on.

he said girl i meet u tmr same place. miss ya. haaa bye pink ranger.

me. i said ok. bye ranger, alpha alpha. boozz... winks. haaa
Bf will not want this . lucky i didnt reply.
was busy actually. lol
hehe. sry dayyan.
=>>>>>.

wait. i miss u too.=) i cant help it.
i noe i am unfaithful. sighs Tired of being faithful bfore and get
bust just like crap. haiz. so wad? ive lostt the way to long lasts
relationship ive really gottta admit this.Enuf of Trusts. DITcH tt!

being faithful now? no thanks. i'll stick to likes and dates. =)
hmm so check yall soon.
miss andrea and ifah*both and ida and rogan.
aiya wad happen to u guys? text me.
ill die. not hearing bout u.
but my work place here is better then to compare with my previous job.
so tiring.
work at dead hours. at 3am den closing.
dammmit.
ok. see yall on sat if ure headin to esplande.
hahaha confident..
hehe. im having fun again
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at last. here comes irna. backk to new life.
HA HA HA
much lovey dovey.
irnaa.

2006-07-16T09:23:00.000-07:00

heart heart heart
irna here,
shes back rdy.
spore. my home.
im tired. but i miss Canada.lols.
the peaceful, the beautiful scenary.
aughh.. i wanna show off my pics
but im lazy to upload it.
the waiting la this la that la. just check it out in my frenster,eh.
thanks. =))))

hey.
i like somone. SHIT
i noe SHIT.
arghh!....
can i just date guys and NOT be in a Relationship yet?
cause. its really confusing!! and not really fun.
hahaaa.
i went out with tt guy i like and our fren.
them! ->
from the left, Khairi(ranger dude)=) Fahmi(Thinks hes Shorty) hes not even! =p
and the other guy is their fren i donoe?
guess which one! =p
with my bf knowing> and hes cool with it.
zoinkss! im sucha biatch sometimes.
but comeon la im a GIRL.
GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN babey!
com fly with me!....

the rarifying atmosphere with starry-eyes. says:
I LOVE LIFE.
HA HAAAA...
ok...back to reality,
i got a NEW JOB. in Gelare Cafe at CityLink.
so guys going esplande drop by and say HI kays.
but don't expect free ICECREAM eh. im new.
maybe a lil later.
hehehe... muaack.
tmr is my 1st day dude!!! yahoo.. stoopid Trainee tag! haass..
PACK UP LETS FLY AWAY.
------------------------------------------------
i wana place my pics. a lil aje la..
some i took it in my Uncle's place.
woohoo!
=)))

much love.
Irna Dayana
hey my uncle calls me Jamie
lol. heheh

i think u would realise.
i like taking pics when im laying down.
comfortable way of POSING. lols. hehehe ♥

2006-07-12T13:03:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum.
How are u Guys?
at last can go thru Blogger.
im not sure why i couldn't maybe the connection?
its so lagging here.
Anyway the time now in canada is. 1240PM
in spore is 4am i think.
went home to grab Lunch outside is freezing. i CANT take the
sHIVEER. even my long johns won't work.
crap. its already 13celcius here. SUPER COLD
but just now i went to feed the SWANS! hehe.
so cute. and we got to see the Mountains in a clearer view.
it was so AMZING.
and friggin COLD. it was 10-7 degrees there. because it was nearer to the mountains.
i saw SWANS! very PREETY AND CUTE AND noisy.
how i wish i can bring back home to show its BEAUTY!
and now im typing this my hands is in 100% wool golves and im shivering.
woah. i miss spore's humid
[didnt think i could ever said tt] but i DID! :)
haha..
DAYYAN i miss u hunniebums. i made 3 frens.
was Clarisa AuneFins and Shane.
they are kewl! they are going to teach me snowboarding latr!
wow i cant wait. WISH U WERE HERE. i could share this AMAZING scenary.
Welcome to Alberta the wild rose country.
yep! and ppl here majority speaks French.
Oh well Bonjour. tts te oni thing i knew. haha
i learned from my uncle we call him uncle TODY cos his full name is
zaidi said togahat. haha so yea tody! :)
hahaha or sometimes just Papa Long.
I wana upload the pics! i wana let u see the wow.. of this country.
maybe after i return? insyallah.
i bought gums. and chocs rdy. and guys. this state. THERES TOTALLY NO ENTERTAINMENT.AT ALL. unless in Toronto or Vancover.
hmmps. i think im gonna stop typing, im shivering while typing.
AND I HATE THIS. I CANT CHECK MY RESULTS. wddh?!! i dono lar!
my account PROB. crap.
stupid. i tried already but still couldn't! ok gotta settle with MS DEWI .
hmmm i wonder.
Dayyan i miss u. alot. alot alot. imm doin gd here no worries syg.
be back HEY I BOUGHT U something! hehehe..
let it be a SURPRISE. hehe..
i'll try upload some pics up.
see biGGer ones in my frenster!
k
see ya. tuddles.
much love from canada to spore.
IRNA. i miss my pets. =(
dayyan love u.

2006-07-09T19:06:00.000-07:00

HI hello.
again.i'll blog before i leave.
im going today!...
hmm. i gonna miss my comp.
Gunbound. LOLs.
miss my bf.
:p.. FRENS. the talk about arab ST. alar!!! i wana do tt presentation!!
>:( ifah... do well k! =>>> so far away...
:( hmm.. i'll buy chocs. gums. boys.
haa haaa.
if only i could. bleaah. ida , i miss u.
i changed my pic.. kindA bored with dolls.
so changed. lar.
alabama and frank please behave =))).
[my hamster and guinea pig. lolie.]
make bibik cry ok? ha ha.
i hate my maid FLIRT .
hmm.. i'll be there for 4-5 days. just 4 while. its my uncle's house.
i'll go there every 5mths. .
i miss my old life. my new one so dead.
I HATE IT. when i come back everything
is gonna be just the WAY I LOVE IT.
well i gotta go my mum is screaming.
haa. people packing im here bloging.
aiya. haa.
u guys take care. love u. miss u.
much love.
irna dayana. =>>>

WAIT!! I would like to have a moment of appericiation.
to Luis Figo. for his times of talented soccer captain and player.
haiz i'll miss watching figo. the 1st time i saw him playing
im so attracted. not sure why?
hes not tt hunk not tt cute not tt talented.
i think its how the way he play. superguy!=>>>>

and to the team i've been holding on for WC years.
Portugal. keep on doing great things.=>>>
FORCA PORTUGAL!

Nuno Gomez
he is a good Forward.
the next Star.

FORCA!=>

=>....U ROCK

2006-07-08T06:11:00.000-07:00

WEEWIT.

im off to canada people .

hey my tagboard is talking!!! yeah yeah yeahs!!

hehehe. irna miss lotsa people.

feel like hugging everyone!

yan is love and soul.

problems come and go hes always there for me.

how can i thank u?

love u.

thers one thing stuk in my head.

sakitnya hati ini, namun aku rindu.

bencinya hati ini, namum aku rindu.

hahaha...

ei gigi.. hehehehe.. :P

todays PORTUGAL MATCH!!

SEE FIGO FOR LAST SEY.

WAHLAU. miss u la.

haiz....

FIGO NO MATTER WAD URE MY ONE 1ST & LAST FOOTBALL HOTTIE!

i just got a fone call.

my uncle passed away.

im sad, i just saw him a few days,

ya allah,.........

ok guys. bye.

2006-07-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

hmm.. the bad times of relationship
is when u have arguements.
feel shitty.
but actually. the guy like"i love her"
and the girl on the other hand "i love him too"
only they are in bad terms.
hmm..
i think im having that right now.
ouh well shitty feeling.
nvm we'll get over it eh.
and the best part is yet to come.
where our handphones like no rings no beeps
and if there is. its not from the one u expecting.
hmm.... wonders***
anyway just now was watching one blooody good movie.
called "blackhawkdown" super!
its like TOTAL BANG BANG BOOM BOOM.
its about war. like the game counterstrike (my fav siaaaa)
but i real live. counter terrorist vs terrorist.
woah shiok. i love it.
wonder when will it show again on starmovies.
hmmm....
my guinea pig bite me again. shes a biatch.
i gave her carrot she bite my thumb. arghhh
wad da?? do my thumb look like a carrot?
i think so.
lolliess..
well i miss yan much. hope he's doing well in school.
huns. please focus eh. levels is important.
me later k?....
i took new pics recently but. havnt upload it yet.
ei ya!!! how can i forget!???? PORTUGAL IN SEMIS!!! WOOOOOO..
i noe they wont let their fans down,!!! figo figo figo.
insane sia. hmm.. but it was a nice clean match.
not much like the previous one.
i think i got new pixies. on the match.
hugo PLAYED!! tt cute hunk. !! arghh.. tapi he missed one penalty kick.
nvm dear ppl make mistakes. eh. =))) lols like as if he knows im talkin to him.
:P bleah.. but i wish thou.
:P...
ok well thats it. tmr hols for the sec. ppl. YOUTH DAY. wei im still a YOUTH too..
hahaa.. DUHHH hope he asks me out...
just a nick of time! the fone is blinking.! yea...
well..
i miss frens. i miss tourism life. i miss u.
gdbye.

much love.
irna dayana.

2006-07-02T07:24:00.000-07:00

hey y'all!...
i adopted a VIRTUAL hamster!!
she's super adorable...
syg this girl.!!
hehe.. made me laugh today.. =))
my actual hamster snoring !!! LOLS..
see play with her.!

i LOVE THIS!! =)))

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2006-07-02T01:14:00.000-07:00

can i tell u somthing.

that is hidden in my heart and im scared to tell it out.

ive tried to pull myself out. even if i force it out to let u know..

it wont come out. i'll cry to let u know.

if i could i'll let my heart out.

and let u feel the beat of my heart. im foolish for keeping this.

please slap me punish me kil me.

im really scared. i do not know what is love anymore.

i used to be strong to love, to love a person like u.

i love u so much. i'll cry out so much if i have to.

tears are rolling down my cheeks as im typing this.

im really sorry. really. sorry.

i don't wana lose u. but help me to read the lines in bewteen my lips.

how can i tell u how much i feel by not saying the wrong foolish things.

can i die and show how u really mean to me.

i want to know what is love again.

im lost in this foolish heart,

i wish u know how i feel about u.

i can't sleep at night just to think about u.

i can go crazy not hearing ur voice .

i wont eat i wont speak

and i'll go insane without u.

please give me one chance to do this again.

guide me . i need u so much then anything.

i'll love u more than that. its more than a BIG HEART.

love can be joyful love can be splendid.

it tears me up inside. it kills me.

dayyan i love u.

kill me to love u.

i love u so much then u could ever imagine.

hunny. =(

if i could then i would go wherever u may go.

2006-06-30T08:55:00.000-07:00

sejuta bayangan cinta di cahaya hati dalam impian.

We'll do it all.
Everything on our own.
We don't need anything or anyone.
I don't quite know,how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much
They're not enough to show u how i really feel.
If I lay here;
If I just lay here,
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
because,
I need your grace to remind me to find my own
Where do we go, how do we know
What we're ever really gona go after.
Sometimes it's clear
When you are here ,like nothing can shatter our world.
but saying Goodbye scared to say why.
afraid that we'll fallen into a blacken hole.
but I need some faith now to trust you somehow
I dont wanna fake it because
I wanna make you believe what i said but i cant.
though, I wont let you hide away. ur feelings are save here with me.
Heaven noes what happen now.
but as u move on.
remember me remember us
remember what we used to be.
and maybe someday we'll meet again.
like we did before.
promise me i'll be in ur heart, then we go our seprate ways.

love.
irna. downcast.
i won't cry.

i love u.

2006-06-27T09:29:00.000-07:00

i love my bf to bits.

HUNS ...
ur love is so white tender sweet .
can i have u 4ever.
i'll wait. wait and wait.
my . Déjà Vu been wanting to meet this person.
showers me with love, purity ,
every bit of it i'll never stop loving.
ur my shelter when im in the rain.
ur the air that moves around me.
my life became flawless . senseless when u're around me,
the feeling its faith, lush glee. i can't express.
suddenly ive never smiled so much.
the moon never shone brightly at night
darkness seems to have light thru my eyes.
my heartbeat raced as i dreams about u.
found and being with u its more than i could never asked for.
i gave u my heart .
my soul being captivated by u,
its u that all i could asked for.
i love u and will never get sick of it.
heres a lil note how much i feel inside.
i'll be by ur side even if distance plays a part.
loads of love,
irna.

yan.she loves u.

2006-06-26T00:08:00.000-07:00

PORTUGAL OLE OLE OLE!

"the dutch will win" LOLS...
YAWN...
haaaa..
yday match was AWESOME.
as maniche scores a goal THE CROWD SCREAAAMSS!!
hahahaha lols irna irna.
but seriously. yday match was insane there was fighting on Discipline.
i was half dead watchin that 3am match
i jumped out of my covers wen saw it went chaotic.
20 yellows 3/4 reds.
fights .
wow.
figo figo figo.
why are u so awesome?
hmmm..................................
BUT WE WENT IN (not me lar)
even w/o ronaldo. he was injured. kena from the begining.
sighs he cried sey. DUTCH PLAYED ROUGH
no worries.
=) lols

u guys didnt catch it better read about it.
crazy .
okla this biatch gotta stalk on figo haha nolas.
my bf jealous nanti. hahaa
seriously my mum was mad at me.
i bought the jersey rite?
there was this wristbands in 7'll of portugal cos about 11plus and socks about 20plus.
nike thing la . i bought it. goshh...
i think i shud stop spending money like water,
lols.
hmm...

well yar gona cut my hair today. maybe im goin manicure.
my nails are like super DEAD.. heheh..
spending money again.
haha!
u CANT STOP ME!....
BLEAH ...
alrites.
ida i miss u laaaaaaa.
meet me soon.
or MURDER ME.
see ya
mmuch love,
irna. i love figo*

pics from da match.

haaa haaaa!!!

yea! tts the way HUGO. hes always on reserve.
hottt stuff..
bluek...

he went nuts he just knock his head to tat player
cos of misunderstanding and earns a yellowcard.

heres the moment!! goal!! by maniche! wooooooo....
GK dreaming. and u say THE DUTCH IS TOTAL FOOTBALL?
hmmm maybe? ...
NOT. bleah... kiddings.

HAHA. super cute. from the other match *_*.

2006-06-25T08:12:00.000-07:00

=>=>

im happy never been happier.

.....

yan I LOVE U !!!!
haha! met him at last!
the 1st thing i noticed! hes soo TAN over tanned.
surf surf and surf.
SSEEEE LADDIEES in STRINGS!!!
IM jealouss!!!! hahaha..
i don't really mind la. i trust u k. *hearts****
lols. hehe but he looks cute with his new hair cut.
cutes. la my bf.
:>:> hmm.. so met him decide to go airport and stuff.
so he bought me something from perth,
a necklace. a diamond its so nice la! i'll take pic of it soon.
its a aussie brand.
unique. and HE NOES MY TYPE LA..
and he stil got somthing else tat he buy. but he didnt bring.
gosh i never ask all this.
but for this to happen IM SO HAPPY AND IM REALLY LUCKY to get a bf like u!
i LOVEEEEE U!!!!
he hugged me and kissed me like so much.
hehe "seprated" for weeks.. lolls... :P

hahas..
ok haha sch starts tmr for them. so dear take care,
and for now focus on yr BIG LEVELS later.
ok?
don't think about me aja. EXAMS important k?
muaaack! i love u.
hmm. tmr goin job with ifah!
yey at last aku dapat go out with u dear...
yey!!!
AGRHHH ok byee
PEOPLE I LOVE U.
U ALL MEAN SO MUCH TO ME!.
(in random.)
*drea *sheena *phyza *ida *ifah *naqia *azmi *fathul *OSMAN! *Dane! *Sabree
OKLA ALLL!!
syg . u biatches!(in a gd way) =))))))))

2006-06-23T22:53:00.000-07:00

hey ho hey yo!
haha,
wadsup with me??
lols.. nolarr funfunfun..
ok today im going out with the HAHA group yea! this gona be AWESOME!
:>:>:>:>
HMMM............not as awesome as tmr, meet my darling!
yahoooo!! ok, i'll get back and update tata!
PS, I FUCKING LIKE MY BLOG!
haha im a barbie girl in a barbie world!!..
lalalalalala..
byeeeee

havent u heard that im gona be okay? ure so yesterday lar! bye fren.

2006-06-23T10:51:00.000-07:00

HE IS COMING BACK!!!

oddles doodles!!!
yey!! at last, cant wait. miss u alots.
i'll hug u look in ur eyes. and ill say ILOVEU.
and push u away and u hit someone! haaa!, =p lolls..
kidding ..

yan!!!! i hope nothing happen
im trusting u syg.=>
nothing happen here, well, normal la.
guys and their ways of "nice" to me.
NOT ALL OK just 1,2.
i don't flirt. heeeeheee... =)))) *angels with wings* =p

its so dumb lar i won't i have a SUPER SWEET HOT CUTE....................... hamster.
kidding la^^...no no not hamster my BF....*winks =>>>
i won't need them la.
like u said bullshits lar.
bottomline i miss u so bad.

i think i wana go ahead with ur plan. lets eat swenses darling.
u choose the location . ok? GOODBOY! =)))
my guinea pig is acting weird. she bitten my finger.
the twinge,hurts u know.= c
ouh oh. i need the magic *kiss. hehehe.
woit! u got a cut too rite? but weird?
u went surfing and got cut? how? the board? ...
hehe its just a small cut isnt it? why did u tell me?
alar, want me to do somtin about it rite? ha ha..
wait long long. **nong nong ago*** hahahahahhaha
stoopid ahbeng*! =p

ouhya! exams ! FINALLY was done and over with!!
lalalala...now i can SCREAM!! U MAKE ME WANNA LALA!!!
ok yana stop.**
i miss my frens. even more. urrrrghh!!!

paulo went penang, shes gona get me some candies!

aiyayikes!! there goes my diet! hahaha.. lols irna.
takpela got yan here rdy, superman saves ermmm (whats the ladys name??))
ok. i dono, SUPERMAN SAVES SUPERGIRL?
hahahaa... ok better stop it.. im being hyperly crazy!!
yan faster come back . ur cat finding u ready..
i can hear her meow from kembangan to eunos.

shit i got confession, ermmm ermmm... i think i kinda like
Paris Hilton song. hahaha very cute rhythm.
...eventhou that boys are crazy eventhou that stars are blind..
hahahahaha..
*slaps herself*
no! and i like
yey ok done.
goodbyes.
much crap.
irna. =p
(highly demented.) .

im only goofing around?... ....

2006-06-22T10:54:00.000-07:00

ive been waiting to type this.
but..
here.
this is for u.

sunshine fades to grey
The second u're away
Minutes turn to hours without you
Time keeps marching on
and i'm still here alone
Still waiting...
i'm on my own a thousand miles away
Temptation all around hope
It won't be long
So i'll be strong cause i'm holding on for you
Trust is all it takes
But we can make mistakes
cause we are only human
Let's face it,
But i struggle through the day
Pretend that i'm ok
I make believe that you're here beside me
You are the only one that i can truly believe in
So don't ever think that i would ever diss you
Without a doubt you are my one and only reason
And i won't let you down im holding on for you
Feeling blue you're miles away from home
I'm lonely without u,
friends are by my side
but they won't know that im always thinking about u.
And i'll,
Keep holding on for you
because your the reason im writting this down.

lots of love.
irna

2006-06-22T09:49:00.000-07:00

HI HELLO AND GOODBYE.

ive got no updates cos i dont feel like it.
im just gona post up this..
ppl been missed! (excludes yan cos i miss he like ALOT so...) =<<
-IDA I MISS U SO MUCH LAR, i wanna eat kaya toast n talk about guys again =(
-ANDREA ,take care 4 the penang trip. miss u darls
-FATHUL , mr-always-bump-at-prata-shop, U FUN LARRRR why r u always OFFLINE!!!!
-ATIKA & FAIZAH, badly missed .

-BROTHER AND FRENS. WHERE r u ppl? STILL having NS or making BABIES?! left me aloneee.. =C
-ANNE, mummy where u go? =(
-THE HAHA GROUP,u guys are my medicine for laughter.
-EIN, even if we had missunderstandings. u're still my friend love u and miss u. =(
-SHEENA i miss taking trains chatter good STUUFF with u.
-bts students, i'll never stop thinking of u guys. =((((

-IFAH, I WANA DANCCE WITH U. HAHAAHAAA.... COLDPLAYYYYY!!!!

-my sister, STOP WORKING! I RARELY SEE UR ASS AT HOME. lets sing and shout AND LET mummy SCCRREEAAM!!!!
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BF I MISS U. ( can't help it hes the MOST! )

I LOVE U .

PLEASE. I AM MISSING U.

GO OUT WITH ME.

BYE PUMPKINS.

---

much love ,

irna. =)

2006-06-20T10:55:00.000-07:00

Hello Beauties. =)
well i changed my skin!! NOTICED!?!? nice rite? "cos shes bittersweet she knocks u off ur feet" i am bittersweet am i?
heehehe... lolliepop. hmm.. now its 123am and im still WIDE AWAKE.
because tmr theres no paper so no sch. but the papers that i did yday and the day before was actually wow. i was expecting something harder.
our lecturers gave us revision which is more harder. and came out totally easy set thinking quesn. hurhur!! yey.. well.. thats good for me! and after this im planing to work cos im having holidays AGAIN!
**SO DEAD*** im working at Cathay the newly opened nearby PS? uhhuh! hopefully i can get it la. since im experienced in so many working places before.
hmm... let me share la i've worked in Subway-Pizzahut-Popeyes-?
all is FASTFOOD!! no wonderim g---rrrOOOOWWING!
hahaha... lollies. can't wait to hear this IM HOME!
hehehe.. miss u like alot. hmm... well yea see yall soon,
chau.! hearts all~
irna dayana.

my hamster is up there. shes so cheeky. ^-^

dayyan wrote me a lil sumtin before he left. i keep on 4getting to post this.
its so sweet. and i wanna share it. ==>>>>
hmmmmm.......................................................

my life changed when i saw u, on a sea of white sand by the beach, my feet felt the cool water.Gently splashing on my bare skin........luring me with each step.I went deeper and deeper.My heart racedIn anticipation of the excitement I would feel swimming in the majestic blue sea.The morning rays had formed a dazzling path. Perfectly laid in front of me.As i kept walking further and further into the knee - deep foamy sea.I was instantaneously hypnotised by the magical tricks of colourful fishes.In shoals, swimming playfully around me.As I continued step by step, i was suddenly sommersaulted struck by a powerful wave. Panic at once restricted my breathing.Finally my eyes saw the glorious sight. My whole new world smiled with delight. That second I knew the beautiful love chapter of my life had just begun......love u syg.....

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aww.... loves him. =)
when u say love makes the world go round. ;)

happy + sad

2006-06-17T03:05:00.000-07:00

PORTUGAL PLAYERS. CUTE HUNKS.NICE FOOTWORK ;)

1st thing 1st.
happy birthday my fren!
i wana call her Catherine dowana use the 1st name!
task task**kiddings..
hey. well today is finally saturday!
yey..been studyin like crap these past few day
sshe sleep talks about it! [SERIOUSLY]gawdd !
i must be toooo worked up.
well today's match! PORTUGAL!!!! vs iran (who cares) =p
hahaha!!
im a DIE HARD FAN for portugal ya noe!
even has a Jersey that cost me 109 bucks!(hole in pocket.*sighs)....
TADA!! WANA SHOW OFF!! BLUEK
but didn't use it lar its like ..
i hung it up in my room anyway its besar la.. like my father's size. lol .
okiey. ouhh yah!
yday my family went to mustafa centre.
eat roti naan my favvvv !! heehee..but the mistake was.
i ordered a MASALAH MILK tea!
yucks! (sorry to ppl that likes it. please dont be offended) =>>
i cant even glup it down. verry verrry strong spice.
ok.. reality check!
BLUR SOTONG i was "dazzled" by the handsome angolian waiter.
because he kinda reccomanded and my thoughts wasnt focus!
i was thinking of sumtin else (tats y i sembarang nodded to have tht tea!)
how gorgous this bollywood ppl..
he has those bollywood looks la. keep on smilin at me.
u see i have a thing for this bollywood looks ppl, just so wow.
MY DAD actually stared at him. lol.. sorry eh.!

OI! eisskk!! den it hit me! i GOT A FREAKING BF! gosh!
hahaks. sorry syg, i was just looking.
heeeheee..
anyways.
ya went there to shop for things. nice prices rite?
heee..so went home start thinking about my syg.
wad hes doin..... hopeS tat
NO FLIRTY AUSSIE GALS touches him.
argh was so pissed off when he told me 2 days past that
he went to a pub to watch football and one aussie girl flirts blablabla..
but he was just thinking how much he misses me!

>=>>> better be true.!i really love my bf. =<
dowan any girls to do dirrrty things. no way..
hmm.. well. today much things to do.
*study
*daydreams about dayyan ( does that almost every min.)
*watch the portugal match (yeppie figo! =>>>>)
here- some hott players i got my eyes on.=)))
the no. 1 hottttie on my list!

the cute hunk on my list!!!!

the handsome iran player! gosh..POINTED NOSE. handsome.

*updates to do on my ashlee fan club ( can't help it, u should see my room) lollie =))

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and tido.heehee..
hmm..
loves my fat hamster.
frens miss u alot.
well thats about it.
and i might not be blogging for a while.
exams dearly beloved ppl.
so check u out soon.
bye lovelys!---
dayyan loves u and misses u.
7 more days. => heeesh.
muacks. hugggs***
much love,
Irna.

2006-06-15T10:14:00.000-07:00

Hello Sayangs.
didn't update .
seriously something happened to my blog .
my posts some of them its like gone?!
hmm..
wadeva la blog. i can't be bothered.
so wadsup?
.. dayyan's off to australia for 2weeks.
sometin happened. but i know he's ok.
hes strong. =>>>
hmm just cant wait for his return.
miss him la.loves u.
ermm me? im happier. happy mixed emotion again.
hehe.. irna - jovial girl.
wei. ASHLEE SIMPSON HAS A NEW SINGLE.
INVISIBLE its real cute! wow. she's never fails to make me smile.
NEVER. i'll nver stop loving her.
=))))
friends,guys lets stop arguing and be man and women for a moment.
its too kiddsh to have this thing going on. im not sayin im so matured already.
but guys. we love each other come on no ones perfect.
im only wishing that we will unite together.
=>... worldpeace?please.
Dayyan. Irna misses u like crazy.
can we go out when u come home?
anywhere its ok just as long as u're there.
last week we went out to ecp and ate ice cream.
well it was the last time before he went off.
it was a lil sad thou. because when we were chillling hes fone rang
and delievered the bad news.
hunny don't worry god created us and we will also go back to him one day.
i know u got sober well deep down somewhere i know u're a Brave knight.
ok. don't worry im here for you syg. and im real proud of u.
i know how u feel. it just too sad to cry out. u can just shout WHY !!
..but. patience. u thought me patience before. now with me by urside.
even if im away im always around the corner of your heart. ;)
muack. loves u.
well people.
i also took new pixes.
and editted some. =))

when i was Invisible.

i stepped out from that shadow.
and im freaking =))))))))))

lets her emotions grOW a lil wild.

come and fly with me.

MUCH LOVE.
IRNA. =>>>>>>>>

2006-06-09T09:40:00.000-07:00

hi Beautiful people!
today. is friday 9 of 06.
everythings goin fine with my life.
with everyone! and also loving btw me and yan! :))
hmmm.. i went out with him just now.
watched a movie. she's the man.
at cathay the new building beside. PS
wow.. terrific! the movie tt i thought was lame is actually cute!
u guys cant miss this.
hahaks... cute.... .... .. .
but * today i miss anne,ifah and nick, didnt get to spend time with them. :(
can i make it up and go IMM on monday for lunch?
hmmm...pleesssssss...:>:>:>:>:>:>
u guys are my seeds im just developing into one "cauliflower" because of u guys
watering,feeding and giving me tlc 24/7. i love u more den u ever noe.
hmm.. takpela.
next week he goin.......
so takpela meet him for a last date today.
:> hehe..
hmm... took the long bus ride.
u noe those american movies always the guy do much things to girls..
like when u go "awww...."
he does that to me all the time.
he makes me feel comfortable at all times.
not just by putting his hands around me or holding hands.
but just accepting who i am for real.
and i was not even faking myself i acted so much ways to get him a lil irritate
but it seems like he just couldnt get enough of me.
and he wants to share hie life with me.
im nearly to tears because ive nver been in love that lead me to tears to love someone.
after i fail to trust and love someone because my heart was stabbed so much.
but not only he thought me how to smile.hence he thought me how to fall in love
but not because of looks,personality,words.
but because of a little bit of love trust and faith.
i lost contact with him 2 yrs ago and we got back just because changed my email
isnt that like...fate;fates make the right way on the perfect time.!
hmm..
i love carrim hes my pretty baby.
the man of my dreams has come to save me.
well.. we took some pics.

dayyan. i heart u soo much.
i editted. =>

ei! the camera sux ah. im usin my fone,
i left miss digi at home.. :( booss...

but so what he's still a cutesy to me.
not in pics maybe.
wait till u see pixel-outed.
hehehehe.. ok chau. ;>
loove u darls...
*heartsssss

2006-06-06T04:23:00.000-07:00

for you i will Take the last Flight out.
i love u i love u i love u.
ok guys need to do sumtin updating here!!
hehhe well im officially attached with him,
i love him sooo much la guys.
hes so sweet. so everytin ive been desiring...
dayyan im so happie tt u proposed to me.
im realie thankful to be ur someone, in ur life.
*i love u*
................
well its been. already 5 days.
let it be my last please.
hes.. a sweetie.
darling. ive run outta words.
well that friday we went to eat
wow i tell u hes so sweet.!
awwww........*-* biggggg biggggg surprise sey.
dn he propsed !.. it took him 30plus seconds. hehehe..
cutesy.
well and it all went well.. went back took no. 7 he accompany me home.
gave a hugg and a kiss on my head,sweetttt !!!
:>:>:>
well ok.. hmm den today i never go sch cos my dad bday!
well i went out to study with my love. at kembangan cafe. nice. as it was raining.
the cafe was cozy, he sat beside me he studyin his maths,
im studyin iti..
well he made me felt so comfortable being with him.
i dont know how to describe. its like beyond words.
sweetlink.. i love u.
den went back walked thru the peaceful jln ubi the bunglow2 houses.
just to get to my bustop. :> it was so romantic,
he mentioned he love me like much times.
okla syg. next date.. on friday catch a movie.
i wont be late.
promise.! even if u don't mind. i mind. :>:>
love u loads dear. :>
never let me go..im not leaving u anymore. :)
pics... ---->

she met love with dayyan carrim on 2nd june 2006.

its so unbelievable. that u're in my heart.
(my face abit suxy here. nervous la at bustop mah)

a twwip that loves st pats guys while other girls
(like my sis) hates st pats. :P lollie!!!

she loves dayyan carrim.

2006-06-01T08:56:00.000-07:00

u noe wad

u are one biggest mistake ive ever made.

if i could turn back time i wished i never met u.

a guy who never does appericiate a girl partner in life.

i would like to blog this about u so that u will read and wakeup.

i noe i talked about u. but its not a sin to talk bad about u if

he already ruin ur life. and never appericiate anything i did

ive been backstabb been played behind like a fool..

just recall ur mistakes! tt ive nver did.. but ive always been 4giving u..

and arent u embrassed? u are blogging about me at the blog tt i made for u?

haiz whers ur brain at? dahla tak pernah say thanks to me.

lol..i dono wad to say..

im not even making him jealous.

things happen for a reason. if ure jealous provoke by wad i do.

tts u not me! im not a revengeful person.

u are just the same as others.

well i have a life now.

i don care wad u wana say .

but god wants me to have him he just appeared in my life.

because god noes tt i was being with a jerk all my life and i was still

sticking with it. which was a BLIND MISTAKE.

lucky im saved.! bleah.ure dumb..

DONT NEED GIRLS? be an emogay.. .

hell yea.

too bad ur smart in a stupid way.

lol. ive never ask anything more.

its u not me.

think la..

my mistake is just once u make a deal outta it.

wad about all the good things i did which was alot.

down the drain? yea! guessed it! gees..

haaks..i will only believe in karma..

lucky im left to spend a few more months cos

im very sick looking at this jerk ALMOST EVERYDAY!

ps.. i love u god.

thanks for letting him actually felt wads going on. =>

2006-06-01T07:01:00.000-07:00

i have mixed emotions.
okay.wait!
me and him we arent together yet!
but we are dating! tts for sure.
hee.. ok tmr friday .
another date goes.
hessh! and he have been giving me clues saying tt i got one question to ask
on our date. hehee!!
i knew it!
he so awesomely cutesy..
i love him !!! he captured me my heart!
awww.... for u i will.. :)
hey. he so wit larh..
i wan to type wad he says but its just too much to say.
hmm..he takes my breathe away. ...
ok watch out for tmr's rants.
im so happy excitted! plus plus arrghh
i love u dayyan..
ive always want what i can't have..
only happens in movies. but
it happen to me..
tts y i love him ..
true love doesnt consists holding hands.
its holding the heart, he does.
he take chances most ppl wont ever take..
it really gives me faith..
i thought i wont find u..
ure really a plus!
we stare at each others eyes. and fall in love again.
even hes not my 1st love i noe im in true deep love.
he defines truth. i thought i never find someone who sees into my eyes.
he noes what im feeling i wont even have to give a clue.
:)):):> heart u .... :>:>

Lolly Land.

2006-05-27T22:02:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm..irna's in love!
ok this guy is tha real thing!
well..he'll sms me now and den he'll call me everynight
without me asking to. wow he reads my mind.
he noes wadeva im bearly saying.
hehehek.. cute!
ok well yesterday's conversation was special.
why? hmm i'll tell!
firstly we talked about normal things. like eaten,wacha doin..
bla bla...and den he told me about he's scar tt he play soccer
the previous day i went out with him he got a BOOBOO..
hahkss..its deep .. hmm..
den, we talk about ghosts. and i was eating all alone downstairs (dining room)
haha.. so ya den i finished went up watched tv (its kinda tv watching me)
cos i was talking with him..
den he told he hes battery gona die.
so ya he ask me wad tyme im snoozing. but i told him abit of tv and comp den im gona
ZZZzzz...to slumberland!
haha i said,u and ur slumberland!
he likes to say slumberland..well i said no.
to lollieland! haha loliies
he say ok den i'll see u in lollieland.
cannot u must take abus to lollie land.
haha! i said. take 60 fare is 55cents spore standard..lolness!
but cute la.. listen2!!
den he said ok den im here already can i go in lollieland?
no.! got gate. press the bell. can go in ready?
no! got guards guarding the queen of lollieland .
ok wad shud i do to see the queen?
hehehe we like kiddish! but nvm its at night, loollie!
:p..
hmm...u cant see her shes not in!(guard actually its me)
haha..ok.den can i be her king? (dayyan the "king")
no! she got a king but died in insomia! (loollllly!!!)
ouh sad! but i can be king rite? ada chance apa?(hes soo cute!!!)
haha.. hmm well maybe..
ok anything else ? u are given 5secs to say ur last words! cus the queen not in!
...ermm.tell the queen i love her.!!! (wahhh me blushin sia)
canot! shes not the old queen hes different!(me jual mahal!)
shes shapped of a loolypop!(me again)
well its ok. shes the queen i used to met b4 last few years. even if shes a lollypop
she'll be shaped of a heart,cos i wana to be her king,ok?(him!!!)
aiya my heart jumping!! he so alamak sweet larH!
with his voice so romantic, im like melting melted but tryin so hard to control!!
yippiee!!
so anyting else ? haha (guards)
ok nothin!
ok u are free to go! hahaks..
wait!! the queen here! she said u can go in lollieland anytime!
she said gdnite and switdreams.(me)
ok, sure my dear queen can i spend the night with you this friday?(him!)
^-^ hehehe...i loved to! (me)
hahakss!! dayyan! hahah crap la we!
;P..hahaks okla u gotta get some rest..ur batt's dying too.
ok? (me)
sure.promise me u'll sleep early ,:)
hehe...i will i go madrasah tmr.wekk ;P
ok wait (entering lollieland talking to guards) gdnite queen,swit dreams im giving the queen a lollypop shaped of lips.a kiss for her.i love the queen.
hahaks ok! mr-always-coming-to-lollieland. i'll pass it to her.
hehe.. and so ya.. we put down!
Golly! hes like sugar, eish... cant waait to see him again..
hes eyes...hes voice.. hes cuddles. hmm...
dayyan the queen is in love with u.
:P :> hahakss
lallalalaalallalalalalaal
lolllliiieeee!!! hearts hearts..
aneway new pics from lotsa things i did!
lolllliiee!!:P;)
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eating custard puff la... :P

i noe. im acting dumb,:P

im smiling with my mouth full.. aiyo...

my kakak sedara wedding! so sweet..aww...

the "geeks" in da pink! :P

my hamster!! Ashlee Fiona Alabama! ;P i named her!!

shes,in the feeling again!!! :>

that ommchit guy.

2006-05-24T00:38:00.000-07:00

2006-05-15T07:40:00.000-07:00

now. i'll start a fresh.
god please save me.
help me.
why don't this people think?
god..pls..